WHEN I WAS BACK IN THE CITY I WALKED PAST A YOUNGER COUPLE HOLDING HANDS, THEY LOOKED YOUNGER THAN ME BUT THAT'S NOT SAYING MUCH, BUT THEY SEEMED VERY UNHAPPY AND AS WE INTERSECTED THE GUY HAD A VERY FEMININE POUT AND THE GIRL WAS BERATING HIM. I HEARD HER SAY 'YOU WANT THIS? YOU WANT TO FUCK ME LIKE THIS?' AND I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT FOR A WEEK NOW. I PASSED THEM AND SAT DOWN SOMEWHERE IN CHINATOWN AND WATCHED AN OLDER WOMAN YELL AT SOMEONE ON THE PHONE. IT WAS A HOSTILE WEEK. 

TONIGHT I DREW A BATH AND GOT IN BUT I WAS TOO COLD AND NO MATTER WHAT I DID THE WATER COULDN'T GET HOT SO I GOT BACK OUT AND I WAS SOPPING WET AND I PUT ALL MY CLOTHES BACK ON AND DRAINED THE BATH AND WENT OUTSIDE FOR TWO CIGARETTES BUT IT WAS FREEZING COLD AND MY HAIR WAS GETTING ALL ICY AND SHIT. THEN JACK CALLED ME SO I STAYED OUT THERE FOR MUCH LONGER THAN I WANTED TO AND BY THE TIME I WENT INSIDE I COULD BARELY FEEL MY FINGERS. IT WAS ABOUT TEN SO I DECIDED TO SLEEP BUT I WOKE UP TO MY PARENTS FIGHTING ABOUT SHARING COVERS IN A KING SIZE BED. I LAUGHED AT HOW STUPID IT WAS. MY MOM TOOK HER SHIT TO THE DOWNSTAIRS COUCH.